My Life, My Rules, My Choices, My Mind, My Heart!

I would make you my queen Although I do not have All the riches In the world I only have one thing to offer you That is my heart For my Queen She deserves the best A hug For when you are down A kiss For when you are lonely A Hug and a Kiss For when you feel like your alone in this world I would hold your hand Through the darkness I would take my shirt off So you can walk over a puddle You are my Mexican Queen I would bring you breakfast in bed When you are sick I would make you lunch in bed Just so you can relax And enjoy the day I would make you dinner So in the end You can show me Your beautiful smile And I will ask you Do you want me As your dessert Again All this Because you are my Mexican Queen Diana I you are the most beautiful rose In the bed of roses I can tell that after Tuesday You are the brightest star In my life That when the nights get dark and cold Your the star that lights the night skies We only have a short time here I know that When you leave I will miss a friend lik...

For those that say I have found you I can say For the first time I can hold you Not sure if you noticed But when I held you I didn't want to let you go In my mind I feel that I am physically Attracted to you In my heart It says our hearts For once beated in harmony I could just sit And stare into your Wonderful eyes I what ever you say Will always Take my breathe away No matter how far Or how close We are I want to get to know you I want to go deeper In thought about you What your interests are What emotions you are feeling Is your heart beating a little fast? I will be honest Mines is beating pretty quick While I write this As I am letting my hands Type away My mind is drifting To our little kiss That made my day It was perfect I would have given you a rose But the kiss was worth a thousand words I would rather write A poem Then send you a card I would rather hold your hand Than leave you alone I would love to lay next to you And whisper sweet nothing In your ears Just to see you ...

I'll wrap that noose around my neck Nice and tight Is this the end I sit here in my dark room Thinking how much more I can handle My emotions hit the floor Heart completely stopped My heart was filled with joy for a change this year Then I get a email saying The other day I was jogging and I found someone It hit me hard It hit me fast I look around my room with The noose around my neck Standing on this ladder Going deeper in thought How could I actually believe That she was the one for me I guess it was all lies She was pleading That she didn't mean for it to happen And yet What happens She let it happend More I think about it My legs start to tremble Thoughts drift to when She said You are welcome to come here Can't wait to have you come Enjoy the night with you babe I stand her looking out the window Finally I decide to .....................

Is my feelings just a game Am I so nice and gentle That women don't care about my feelings? For once in my life I felt like I was heading somewhere With this girl that I started to fall for I could write a million poems Just cause she made me happy I know it was a long distance relationship But I was willing to take the time To get to know her Then she tells me On a cool Saturday night That I found someone else When a few days ago She called me babe Thats just fucked up Don't play with my emotions What the fuck did I do to deserve getting hurt like that It seems the way life treats me Women I meet just seem To just play with my emotions My feelings are hurt I will move on

How can it be Will this relationship Turn to really be you and me For eternity? The more we talk The more I like it I know we talked for only Two weeks But sometimes my feelings And emotions take over I want to share more with you And I am sure In due time We will be able to share more On a more intimate level I feel that I can wait I don't mind seeing What the future holds for us I know we are on the down low And no one has to know But I know that Last night I had to share who you are With my friends My heart skipped a beat Right when you said you would kiss me I thought to myself I get to kiss you After wondering what it would Be like to feel your warm lips Pressed up against mines I would wait to see After all I described above Lovin you is all I am thinking of!

The risk of losing you Will leave a emptiness in my heart My pain is so great It is at times not easy to hide We often strive to be the best At what we do With that being said I strive to be a better person I would never hurt you You ran out of my life for a bit This morning I will not risk that again If losing you means that I will never get to talk to you The most wonderful person I have ever met Then I would rather leave this world We both have issues in this world Those issues have a reason The reason is it will make us A stronger Better Person It does come with pain The tribulations that all must go through To achieve our dreams We shall work together And together we can Achieve the impossible Don't let the dream of us Die Keep up all hope up NEVER GIVE UP!

I looked at you as a friend Someone I could confide in Little did I know You were a washed out hoe You have nothing better in life Then to run your mouth And talk shit behind peoples back Thats all you could ever do By the way Who the fuck does your hair do? You act like a rocker But in reality Your rockin the cradle To the tunes that are unheard of You tell me life is unfair Reality check bitch Its the same everywhere You tell me you ain't got a check for ten weeks Guess what? A million other people didn't get one too Why do you focus on others Did you ever look yourself in the mirror? Your sayin how fucked up people are Your pretty fucked up too I tell it to you straight as it is I don't hide behind no ones back If you think of covering my face again I just might not hold back I am a man made of respect But from you Your the polar opposite I can think about things and names Maybe even a place or two Where you kept talkin your shit And I believed it too To figure out it wa...