My Life, My Rules, My Choices, My Mind, My Heart!

On Wednesday December 23, 2009 my friends and I went to Formaggios Kailua. The parking is pretty horrendous to say the least. If you go there, make sure you leave early or you'll find yourself walking pretty far. The service was pretty bad. If you order wine, make sure you keep a eye on your glass or the waiter/waitress will take your glass causing a hastle to ask for another glass. If you sit on the tables in the middle of the room, you will most likely find yourself flagging down the waiter/waitress because they don't seem to walk in between to check on people in the middle. Even if you're sitting to the outside of the table you seem to be invisible as I found myself flagging people down to get some service. For the night on my end of the table, we had lobster rigatoni. The lobster seemed to be frozen lobster. It didn't have that freshness to it although it's probably just me. The Calamari was awesome. The dishes were well presented and beautifully prepared. I gue...

Sometimes anger can control me I let nothing stand in my way If I want to do something to take out my anger I usually go ahead and do it Controlling my anger Is like trying to control a lion in the wild I seek and destroy if I must Most of the time I turn things into dust Sometimes the littlest things set me off I need to control it Although I try so hard to keep my cool When it gets ruff for me It gets really ruff I will never hurt people But I will hurt myself so I know I won't hurt people Anger problems I think so!!!!

The rain is falling Like the tears from my eyes My heart is broken in two It is a pain that I can't deny Broken promises Is like having your dreams not come true Is it worth being tortured by you Why do I continue you stay The thought has always crossed my mind Is it the fear of being alone for the Holidays Or is it the fact that my heart misses being held by someone Who although I have no feeling for Feels so good to just be held by someone Is it the fact that I will never find someone like you I sit by the window and watch the lightening strike a tree and split it From watching the moment of impact Is how I feel my heart is everytime I get close to someone The break it The rain I see bring me pain The heart I have will have to be shelterd from the rain

If I hand you rose Will this be a simple expression Of saying I truly love you And want to be with you If I was to simply give you a tender kiss Would that be enough to keep you loving me even more Would you take my hand And make me believe your the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with You have guided me through my darkest hours When my life At times feels like I was being trapped in a dark room You made me believe that I could do anything You made my heart stronger then ever before I want to till you at this time For all that you have done for me All the nights spent just talking Those days that you let me hold you And you held me For those long showers we shared Not talking but enjoying our skin to skin moment For letting me see the side of you that no one has ever seen I LOVE YOU