My Life, My Rules, My Choices, My Mind, My Heart!

When the thought of pain Is inflicted on someone We tend to cry and wonder For someone its because of the physical damage And we cry in pain and ask god When will it be over Another reason to cry Is when we are mentally abused The thought of someone physically hurting us Makes our body automatically cringe Some people don't realize what they are doing To someone that loves them the most With empty promises and no end in sight Would you let the rain continue to fall Or will you take a stand And say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH?

For all the things That might go wrong In your life There will always Be a light at the end Of that tunnel As the hand of God Reaches out for you To carry you In the most Trying times There are people that Appreciate a wonderful Person like yourself People like me Your boyfriend Who enjoys what you have to offer You shouldn't be crying You should be smiling every Chance you get Life is too short To live I know that This is just words But these are Words that come From someone Who cares about you More than you can Ever imagine I really want to be The man that lifts your spirits When you are down When you cry I will be there To wipe the tears away With a single kiss To your lips Will my arms be comforting enough To shield you from the past? Will my love be enough To look into the future I believe the future burns bright For the both of us I know that this might sound corny But I want you enough that even if it takes Five years like you said I might wait that long For you Time will fi...

On the eve of destruction I let me fears take over There is no control My emotion is in pain Fuck the people That want to cause the rain Sitting in the dark Listening to everything Around me Fear decides my fate Anger drives me To the brink of destruction I will not let my Anger take over I will not let What I had fade away If leave you Make sure That my heart fades Away with all those happy memories Make it Fade Like all those promises I will be just A shadow in the back of your mind I will be non existent

I would make you my queen Although I do not have All the riches In the world I only have one thing to offer you That is my heart For my Queen She deserves the best A hug For when you are down A kiss For when you are lonely A Hug and a Kiss For when you feel like your alone in this world I would hold your hand Through the darkness I would take my shirt off So you can walk over a puddle You are my Mexican Queen I would bring you breakfast in bed When you are sick I would make you lunch in bed Just so you can relax And enjoy the day I would make you dinner So in the end You can show me Your beautiful smile And I will ask you Do you want me As your dessert Again All this Because you are my Mexican Queen Diana I you are the most beautiful rose In the bed of roses I can tell that after Tuesday You are the brightest star In my life That when the nights get dark and cold Your the star that lights the night skies We only have a short time here I know that When you leave I will miss a friend lik...

For those that say I have found you I can say For the first time I can hold you Not sure if you noticed But when I held you I didn't want to let you go In my mind I feel that I am physically Attracted to you In my heart It says our hearts For once beated in harmony I could just sit And stare into your Wonderful eyes I what ever you say Will always Take my breathe away No matter how far Or how close We are I want to get to know you I want to go deeper In thought about you What your interests are What emotions you are feeling Is your heart beating a little fast? I will be honest Mines is beating pretty quick While I write this As I am letting my hands Type away My mind is drifting To our little kiss That made my day It was perfect I would have given you a rose But the kiss was worth a thousand words I would rather write A poem Then send you a card I would rather hold your hand Than leave you alone I would love to lay next to you And whisper sweet nothing In your ears Just to see you ...

I'll wrap that noose around my neck Nice and tight Is this the end I sit here in my dark room Thinking how much more I can handle My emotions hit the floor Heart completely stopped My heart was filled with joy for a change this year Then I get a email saying The other day I was jogging and I found someone It hit me hard It hit me fast I look around my room with The noose around my neck Standing on this ladder Going deeper in thought How could I actually believe That she was the one for me I guess it was all lies She was pleading That she didn't mean for it to happen And yet What happens She let it happend More I think about it My legs start to tremble Thoughts drift to when She said You are welcome to come here Can't wait to have you come Enjoy the night with you babe I stand her looking out the window Finally I decide to .....................

Is my feelings just a game Am I so nice and gentle That women don't care about my feelings? For once in my life I felt like I was heading somewhere With this girl that I started to fall for I could write a million poems Just cause she made me happy I know it was a long distance relationship But I was willing to take the time To get to know her Then she tells me On a cool Saturday night That I found someone else When a few days ago She called me babe Thats just fucked up Don't play with my emotions What the fuck did I do to deserve getting hurt like that It seems the way life treats me Women I meet just seem To just play with my emotions My feelings are hurt I will move on