Using loved ones

As I sit in a dark corner

I look around into the darkness of the night

With just one light that is on me

My eyes start to glow red

Red with anger

Red with betrayal

The thought of those

Who said they would be there

For my family

And never once showed up

Not even for the Holidays

Do you think I am fuckin stupid

Do you think I give a shit about my SO CALLED FAMILY

They can basically go fuck themselves

They only show up when they want money

Because my grandmother is a sweetlady

She gives in

And it pisses me the fuck off that

So called family would treat her like that

As I continue to sit in the corner of this dark alley

Lights flash all around me

Red and white

Blue and white

As I stand up and walk towards the street light at the end of the alley

The lights hit my hand and I look down

As the rain slowly pours down on to my empty soul

I look down with rain dripping down my hair

I see my hands covered in a dark crimson red

Could it be??